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ну и что это?

one more personal discovery

it turns out the Killers whose "somebody told me" - dark and desperate - and other songs from "hot fuss" I was fond of and inspired by so much are the Killers whose "human" - bright and positive - I found so interesting and making me smile.
just realized I miss radio Maximum broadcasting those masterpieces into the air of my room and giving me the energy I longed for... well maybe I miss those times on the whole...
still I`m glad to have the things I have now. the article to translate and a picture to paint.
p.s. - I still seem a silly girl to myself, trying to express my thoughts in English. what for.....? I don`t know. still I just cannot refuse...

tomorrow has already come (though it`s 1 am ^.^)

and I`ve decided to return to Snow Patrol. strangely there are only 8 songs I added to the playlist of my walkman......... the calm joy they`ve brought to me turned to be too calm and only several songs are really suitable for my everyday (or almost everyday) "bus-trip" to somewhere.
Miriam Kaufmann is awesome ^_^
sad to say... the days of my "tumultuous youth" (a (C) of my friend Ann) are now gone and "chasing cars" or "you`re all I have" no longer seem that unusual and do not "make my day". something changed... I have all the music I longed for those days available easily now... it didn`t become worse, but now... it is not the sound of freedom...
it`s disappointing how easily I become sad about what`s gone.
to think of its reason I come to the conclusion I shouldn`t listen to any music at all ^^`
well, there are more important things to do so I better leave the blog :)

music I listen to

Mylene could only stick to my player... em... 1 day. yeah I`m sorry to admit this. however I preferred changing the playlist to Polarkreis 18. it`s not Mylene`s fault, I think... in general "Bleu Noir" is rather good and interesting. the first songs in the album didn`t give me the feeling I`ve read about in comments/reviews/... on BN in the internet - something like "what *** is she doing" or "give us back Boutonnat". I really couldn`t understand what`s that wrong with the music, it sounded Mylene-ish enough to me...... until I came to the last songs. no they aren`t bad... they are just... unsuitable to my mood. and faraway from the mood I was expecting. at first it seems to be good that the songs "oui..." and #2-12 are not alike, but after listening to them for 2-3 times I was pretty sure I`d prefer them to be similar. the only two songs I really enjoyed were "Lonely Lisa" and "N'Aie Plus D'Amertume" as far as I remember...... yes, I said "as far as I remember" `cause I even didn`t bother to remember the names properly. no need to... the other songs were cute but sooo... oh... I can`t even think of a word to describe them. they`re not too boring and Mylene has not lost her magnificent voice... but somehow they just didn`t impress me. those "pieces of art" are too dull and monotonous, though I`ve always been fond of Mylene`s monotonous songs (like "psyciatric" or "effets") and I was glad to hear those electro-sounds I loved so much in Scudelia`s OST for KoBJ OVA and Daft`s OST for Tron... I just couldn`t listen to BN repeatedly. it made me demotivated when I tried to draw and it even made me unconsciously nervous when reading KoBJ manga. the thing that did please me was "C'est pas l'heure" sung together with Line Renaud. so french, so fresh, so "good old" in its sound, so nostalgic... reminding me of my childhood when I bought tapes of Mylene and Alizee... that`s the song I didn`t expect at all but was in delight when listened to.
the next album appeared in my player was "Frei" by Polarkreis. at first I thought every-every song was splendid. however listening to all their songs is a little tiresome, or boring - when in bus or somewhere doing nothing but listening. so I tried to pick the songs really inspiring me. and they were (of course) "allein allein" (to tell the truth I prefer the remix by Nephew `cause it makes the playlist more diverse) and "the colour of snow" (I`m so glad to have found it in single version with such an interesting melody in the end) and "rainhouse" - the only 3 songs from all the albums before 2010. I`m a little ashamed I chose just 3 of them... but "Frei" impressed me more. "Frei" itself, "Sinfonie" and "Deine Liebe" stroke me in the heart and "evergreen", "rocket" and "dark grey" were new and interesting.
yet there is a more embarrassing thing to tell... it seems to me tomorrow is the day I`m going to change my playlist once more. isn`t it toooo often....?

the start

I`m not expecting this little thing to improve my English significantly, but I found the idea of writing in English funny... so that`s why some of my thoughts will be expressed in English.
it`d be great if I ever could import my previous blog here. however mail.ru seems rather confident in itself by not allowing users to save their blogs for futher exporting them to another one. yet this doesn`t stop me. hope this blog will become a different type. I mean, open and full of thoughts, while the previous one was a mere collection of my emotions. at the same time this one will show the results, not intentions.
after all I still don`t understand why I`m writing this. seems like a conversation with myself... well, let it be.